It takes us by surprise, life changing event to say the least but there is hope, a way to go on and truly flourish after the death of our beloved “everything”. I was widowed over 20 years ago at the young age of 27. I learned the hard and long way to go with the grieving process. It took me almost 15 years to finally feel like life could be joyful again. I did alot of reading, inner work etc., then I met the most wonderful man when least expected. I thought “finally”, the is a payoff for having endured the lonely road I had travelled. . We immediately connected and were married 1 year later. We truly lived a joyfilled marriage, too blissful to put into words.2 years and 2 weeks later, he suffered a massive hard attack on his way home from work and died. I am picking up the pieces once again but feel stronger this time around, knowing there is HOPE. I will get through this and at least know what not to do from past experience..