I lost my dad in 2010. It was sudden. I have lost a lot of people in life and I'm only 18 years old. I'm a college freshman, I love being with my family and friends. I love being active and learning new things. I didn't know how to deal with the death of my dad until my friend suggested writing. That made me realize that it's okay to grieve and to feel mad. I live every moment as if its my last because we never know when our last heartbeat will come.