My beautiful first born daughter died three days before she turned 26 from cancer. She fought so hard for 14 months but the cancer was so aggressive and she lost her battle. Our family never lost hope and thought that God would answer our prayers and we would have our miracle, but it did not happen. We could never talk about death, just the hope that she would make it. I am having so much trouble dealing with this unbearable loss, I don`t know how I can ever be happy again and not have this sadness. I would like to hear from other parents who have lost a child of the same age due to cancer. She had cervical cancer, my story is very long and medical errors were made along the way as well. I am so frustrated and cannot believe she is gone forever.