?I met Paul Saunders a 25 year old carpenter from Stotfold at a club and we hit it off. The most kind hearted passionate and loving person i will ever know.He was perfect for me. we liked the same things. We went on holiday in January to Lanzarote and that was when we both realised we really were ment to be together. He will always have a place in my heart.He had recently bought a house and we were busy decorating it so that we could move in. Life was perfect, we were so happy. We were going to move in the weekend after he died. All my stuff was packed up and ready to go, the house looked lovely. We would be so happy together.
He was going to propose to me on my 21st birthday which was in June his family told me…
He was hit by a car on the A1 motorway, on April 21st at 02.15 no one really knows why he was walking on the carriageway, it just was not something he would ever have done. So out of character for him. I will never forget the day i recieved a phone call from his mum, i answered thinking it was him.
I had to identitfy his body, part of me died when he did. i will never be the same person, however the stuggle of life goes on and i know happiness will find me agin. To anyone who has lost someone, stay strong and find the hero who has the strenght to carry you onwards.
Remember that they live in you and the people who knew them, they watch over you. In a way you are lucky you have your angel looking after you. Forever they will be guiding you, keepimg you safe.
You will be happy again and you can manage life.
x x x
LucyTags: grief, hope