The door is easy to miss—
a dim recess,
knotted and coarse.
He kept the room for a long time—
some places are made of wood and plaster— this one is made of whatever people bring inside.
People pass it every day
already elsewhere.
If you ask, he gives you the key.
Not ceremoniously—
just a small warmth
from others who came before.
The lock turns easily
as though expecting them,
and the two friends enter.
To the first,
the room offers nothing—
white walls,
corners meet in muted shadows,
light without direction.
She stands a long time—
her shoulders soften,
the weight leaves her frame.
A thin thread of sound
slides along the floor
and touches her ankle
like cool water.
There is no music—
but color gathers somewhere beneath her ribs.
Blue moves first—
slow as a pulse—
followed by something warmer
she cannot name
that tastes of vinegar.
The air carries a scent,
not flower, not wood—
only the memory
of having leaned close to something living.
She closes her eyes
to see more clearly.
Song drifts past her shoulders
like a small bird
she feels but cannot touch.
For the second visitor,
light spills inward—
soft currents of color
crossing and recrossing.
Gold answers violet.
Green rises
where the music lifts.
She laughs once—
quietly.
A low chord settles into red.
High notes gather
in pale arcs near the ceiling.
The smell comes next—
yeast and warmth—
the certainty of bread
just past the moment of
the oven door closing.
For a while,
she walks the perimeter
touching nothing.
The colors follow her—
not quickly,
not obediently—
only enough.
They leave.
One speaks of sound
too soft to hear.
The other of colors
that held together
like weather.
Neither corrects the other.
Between them
something steady passes—
a recognition without edges— like two travelers
who entered the same room
through the same door
and found not agreement, but shelter.
The keeper listens a moment to the quiet in the room—
the way a maker listens
after the work is done.
He hangs the key again,
now a little warmer than before. He is ready to give it to
anyone who might notice—
if they ask.
POEM GUIDE AND REFLECTION
THE KEEPER OF THE ROOM
Theme: Different people having different experiences of the same situation.
This poem shows two people entering the same space and having different experiences. One encounters a subtle sensation; the other encounters vivid color and movement. Neither experience is corrected or compared, showing how grief can feel different from one person to another.
Explore:
- How would you describe your experience of grief right now? • Has that experience changed at different points in time?