Widows Suffer ‘Absence of Touch’

Six weeks after my father died, I lost my fifty-six-year-old husband very suddenly. My mother and I have often discussed how sad and strange it was to be widowed at about the same time.

Because of factors like our ages, some issues we faced were obviously very different. But Mother and I also found many similarities in our journeys through grief.

Recently we were talking about the many challenges we have faced as widows, and how some linger. Mother said, “Your father has been gone seven years, but one of the hardest things for me to deal with even now is the absence of touch.”

I agreed with her whole heartedly. It is devastating to live without loving touches. In my grief support group, that longing was referred to as “skin hunger.”

We all need physical human contact. Some of us were lucky enough to have a lot of that with our partners. When we don’t have that intimate contact anymore, the hunger for touch is even stronger. Those emotional expressions like holding hands don’t seem like much at the time, but without them a broken heart seems even emptier.

Mother described that need very well when she told me how much she missed my father walking past her and patting her arm, or coming up behind her in the kitchen and giving her a bear hug. I know I particularly missed having my face touched, since that was something my husband did quite often.

Nothing can replace that special touch from a lost loved one, but Mother and I both agreed that things like hugs from friends and family members can help ease the pain. I know we hugged a lot in our grief support group. Some physical contact is better than none at all.

Like Mother said, a sweet little squeeze from a child or a touch to the shoulder from a friend is comforting. We both try to remember that when we encounter a newly widowed person—or anyone who has lost someone they love for that matter.

Of course it is always a good idea to make sure the person dealing with grief wants that contact. But I have never had anyone surrounded by sorrow turn me down.

So the next time you encounter someone who has just suffered a loss, remember to ask something like, “Can I give you a hug?” It has been my experience that most people will answer by grabbing you first.

Even a gentle squeeze of one’s hand or a pat on the back can help a person struggling with grief to deal with the absence of touch. For me, it was as important as the words “I’m sorry.”

 

 

 

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Melinda Richarz Lyons

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Melinda Richarz Lyons earned a B.A. in Journalism from the University of North Texas and has been a free lance writer for over forty years. Her articles have appeared in many publications, including "Nashville Parent," "Cats Magazine," "Reminisce," "True West," "Frontier Times," "Kids, Etc.," "Cincinnati Family Magazine," "The Tennessean,"The Fort Worth Star-Telegram," "Chicken Soup for the Soul: True Love," and "Chicken Soup for the Soul: Grandmothers." Ms. Lyons is also a published songwriter, and was the 2004 co-recipient of the Academy of Western Artists Will Rogers Award for Best Song of the Year. She is the author of several books, including "WOOF: Women Only Over Fifty," "Murder at the Oaklands Mansion," and "Crossing the Minefield," the story of her journey from grief to recovery. She has four step children and nine grandchildren and currently lives in Tyler, Texas with her husband Tom.

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  • Shawna says:

    I thought the book was very beneficial. I work at hospice as a counselor and social worker. We sometimes get patients who are younger and we work with the spouse at the time of their loss.. This is a book I recommend to the young widows. This book shared stories as living proof that if worked through properly, grief will lead the way to a fresh new life. I also felt If gives the widow a sense of normalcy.
    Shawna, MSW