im 22years old and on the 29th november 2010 i recieved a phone call from my mum telling me the worst and most life shattering news ” your dads died” at that very moment my life seemed to stop. i miss him every second of every day. nothing seems to matter anymore and i just feel completly lost. i cant handle all these emotions.. one min im crying then i shouting but most of the time im just sitting there silent… does it ever get easier??????