My love for you is unconditional
However, so is my anger
And I have waited eleven years
For this devastation to be over
But it has only just begun:
The torture that makes me want to scream—
And I just want to run away
From this awfully dreadful scheme.
Oh, how badly I wish you could redeem yourself
And I’m sorry, but you took that chance away
And whatever path you decided to take,
You left me here astray.
If only I can forgive you
But forgiving you will make this true
So I’ll pray for you to forgive me
And please understand
Why it’s so damn close to impossible
To forgive you.